Thursday , 9 July 2020

Alexisonfire

44 Caliber Love Letter

Sifting through weathered photo albums. Looking for gloriously aged polaroids of places you’ve never been. A place to accept you don’t exist Smile for the camera sweet heart I really want to immortalize this moment Just remember the first step in forgetting Is destroying all the evidence With friends like you who needs subext This is a 44 caliber love …

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Counter Parts And Number Them

Jennifer, they lied to you when they said you couldn’t breath underwater. I lied to when I said I was hard, because I’m softer than a thrift store sweater and twice as worn in. I was cast away once but I will be found again. This I promise you.

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A dagger through the heart of st. angeles

Plaid skirts that hide scars walk in single file. Ties that restrict blood to the brain. Passing notes in math class, (freedom ware your scars of desire), it’s a coming of age story, (freedom ware your scars of desire), conflicting impulses, (freedom wear your scars of desire) cuts seem to bend the sky. I’ve read this book before. Anxious eyes …

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Where No One Knows

Side stepped land mines and working class attitudes. This is a love song…deal with it. Things I don’t understand are always the most interesting. Like zero and eraserhead. But sometimes it’s just about feeling good like John Kusac and pop punk

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The Kennedy Curse

Take this blood from my veinsand paint me a masterpiece that tells the story of a parade. Kill their leader and watch his family die. The last man standing is a joke in spite of the glorious head shots and 8 X 10’s. The name does not live on. (That’s all you get fuckers)

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Accidents

not sure what’s worse the waiting or the waiting room "Your next sir" becomes a cruel taunt to you recycled air, smell of sleep, and disinfetant your god is a two-door elevator do they even cure you (cut me open drug me) or is it just to humor us before we die (repair all my defects) if only we could …

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Control

this burden’s not a heavy one but I assure you, it’s present this burden’s not a heavy one but I assure you, it is present you say that you’re in control you say that you are i can’t think of a time when you looked less alive you said, "Wait until light, my dear" just wait until light one more …

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It Was Fear Of Myself That Me Odd

(breathe in all the air) spinning, arms spread crushing the tops of mountains with my hands as I dive into the Pacific i flood the shorelines and I exhale causing the oceans’ endless waves as I emerge shaking the wreckage from my hair with my hands i want to breathe life into the Dead Sea as this rainforest falls beneath …

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Side Walk When She Walks

dressed to kill, you look so right i am drunk with lust tonight your wounds are opening wide and they might be just my size now I’m afraid of open water but I often bathe in sin let’s be honest, you know you shouldn’t bother ‘cuz with me, it’s impossible to win dressed to kill, you look so right i …

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No Transitory

i’m in a constant state of getting cut so why don’t I feel anything? this is a violation maybe I forgot what it was like before it entered me so this is what they call another endless night so tired of believing if this is wrong or right i think this cause is lost i wish that I could sleep …

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