Thursday , 16 July 2020

5 Days Ahead

Market East

These tracks never seemed so lonely. Looking through drawers of faded ticket stubs. Many memories of fun nights brought down by pictures of you and I on the train together, which only seemed to stop when we kissed. Call me weak but it’s hard to get off this express train of thought that doesn’t stop to think about the bad …

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When You Cry

Highschool crush so true. I wish I could have told you. I’ve waited too long. I finally did one night. I asked you to dance and you laughed in my face. Then to make it worse, on went the lights. When your heart breaks I’ll be there to laugh in your face, like you did to me. When you’re moping …

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Valentine

You say those words to me, but do you know what they mean? Or is it just because? Yesterday you were normal, today you’re oh so happy. What the hell is going on? You tell me this is a special day and I don’t really care. You want me to tell you everything. There’s a secret I gotta share. I …

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One Second Late

Sun rises on another gloomy day. Again I’m dressed in black, it’s not healthy to feel this way. Constant fear running through my head. Dreams turn to nightmares I wake in a pool of tears. And everyday I feel I’m losing you. Please wait. (So I hold it inside and I will not let you go now.) I’m not ready …

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Afraid to Say This

The arrow’s struck my heart again. I picked a rose and bled misery away. I stepped into the light just to see a glimpse of you. It feels like I’m in a movie, as the orchestra plays you in. Slow motion when you flip your hair. That shine in your eyes, it melts me. I wish I could say this …

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My Best Friends

I’ll try to live through this; Please watch over me. You were always there for me when I needed a shoulder to cry on. Childhood can be so cruel. Thank god I had you. They say you should remember them the way they were and never cry, but that’s easier said than done. I tried, but too many times I’ve …

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Caller #5

Alone in this room I sit. My radio sings to me in songs of regret. What friends do I have? It’s convienient when they go out. It’s me they forget. Nice guys finish first. That’s the biggest lie I ever heard. You shoot me down before I even breathe. I hope you get what you deserve. Leave me alone. You …

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Another Wasted Year

Toast your glass up high to the new year. I’ll pray for better days. Hold your lover tight and tell your lie. In 3 months you won’t remember his name. 12 months, a crush I couldn’t kill. I said one thing, now I’m wiping tears from my eyes. Your damn right I feel stupid. Retarded schoolboy crush. Dreaming about you …

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Remember Me

I remember that smile on your face. You moved so far away. Still I whisper your name. I sent you a postcard. Lyrics to our favorite songs. You said you never saw it. And I’m fading farther away from you. (Fading so far away.) I fly to your satelite sending signals to you. (You’re still too far away.) Empty space, …

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Burn This Scrapbook

Burn. I’m falling apart. You don’t understand. Why should I care? I knew it would all end. The memories still run vivid in my mind. I wish I could hear those sounds of laughter everything falls apart right before my eyes. This light has faded away. All I see is this dark cloud. And the ghosts of friendships past have …

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